The ocean was adrift of the shore
guilt-ridden it buried its pathos underneath
One day mother earth tore its heart apart
nature erupted and time tossed,
Alas, they meet again.

Hurt your heart
murder your mind
but the soulful soul
will never be blind

Even the darkest night
bows infront of morning light
He is never lost
who never gives up the fight

Kolongkito rokto bole
aamar prem tor chobole
tobe keno aakash bhange
bristir bikrito probole?

Shokto mati
aami ningriye hati
roktakto jebon kuriye
tobe keno path haatar vaan kore
jebon jai furiye?

Lost Forever

The door was ajar
I saw the light
I wriggled my neck through
then gave up the fight

Like a frail shadow
she stood there, unmindful
I soaked in her presence
till the last breath was full

A fading light, she was
sneaking through the slit
of my dead longing eyes
only to die before they meet

I know memories can't run
neither the moon will fade
nor will be lost in the blazing sun
everyday it will cut me like a blade

Tide is turning
time is rising against me
I can behold the blurring horizon
Lines between fate and karma is fading
Life still trudges on
waiting for the dawn

Man don't cry

Cry baby, cry baby
I'm a cry baby on the run
my shrills struck her hard
but she killed the baby in me with a gun

Rubbish, rubbish
everything in me is rubbish, she said
my words knocked on her heart
but she cut my heart with a steely blade

Dead, dead
I'm a dead on the prowl
instead of resurrecting the dead in me
she spite venom on my soul

Mirror, mirror
you are a mirror, she had told
then accusing me of self pity
she fled, leaving me in the cold

I pulled the kite
with all my might
and wrapped its thread
around my neck

The kite soar high
breaking the barriers of sky
and opening its arms
it zoomed ringing a silent alarm

I held on to the crease
it fluttered violently in the breeze
As in the vacuum of my mind, I heard
"I shall be released"
"I shall be released".

"

The mind has a thousand eyes and the heart but one, yet the light of the whole life dies when love is done

."

Of a lost Leaf and a Spider

A dry leaf, lost and forlorn
fell from the high tree
floating blissfully in the air
it gravitates, waiting to be free

Forsaken for forever
it wished to die in earth's lap
but as it tumbles down the way
it finds itself entangled in a cobweb

A lonely Spider's web, it was
spun with its shiny spinneret
wrapped in its silk, the leaf lay
waiting for its wishful death

oblivious to the lying leaf
the spider trudges on
its spinning organs spin webs
morning, night and dawn

Everyday gusts of wind
threaten to tear away its strings
oscilliating between two worlds,
the leaf lay, waiting to break the jinx

He sold his heart to the heartless
and bartered death for love
his death prayers ricocheted from the wall
Enraged he killed the dove

He spilled his blood for the blood thirst
and drained life from his soul
but divine light lighted his way
frustrated he headed for another fall

He set alight himself for the dark-eyed
and brought darkness for life
A ray of light still sneaked inside
but doomed, he blinded his eyes

I'm no insane
I've just lost my mind
I looked for logic somewhere
elsewhere did I find

I asked road to a blind man
I wished for a song from a dumb
spoke sense to the deaf
and at last was numb

who am I to shine the moon
who am I to burn like sun
darkness have swallowed the seven horses
who am I to run

Do you know the key to life
I don't even know its door
potions of hope and life, do you know?
if so, show me atleast the floor

I am crumbling

I am crumbling
sanity will have a new meaning
line at the horizon is blurring
And death has changed its meaning

Death -- just another word for ecstasy
choose splitting blood on my pyre
wriggle your skin on my burning grave
You still will be a loser, a liar

Flee, flee time cries now
no barriers, no chains in sight
I can't even see the light
But i won't give up the fight

Peel, chop, or cut me
burn me alive in the cemetery
I'm crushed, bruished anyway
do it, if death means victory