Let it be blue

You were born in a land,
where night and day change hand,
But still you bloom in the dark,
chasing memories in life's arc,
Stop!don't shut the rays few,
don't let the color of your pain be red,
let it be blue.

Only for a smoke
I smoked my life away
now I stare at the clouds
search for the reasons all day

And when it rains
i search for my lost tears
that we had shed many years ago
and wish, they had stayed

Realisation sinks in too late
sometimes after it doesn't matter anymore
Still I clung on to my fears
for I am scared to let go

But I know someday, I'll
till then all I want is a little patience
let me wander in the empty alleys
let me be in a trance

I promise I will be back
back to the past
back to the future
back to where I never belonged